The start of the new year is like a serpent ready to take me under, it is mesmerizing, with a prospect of a space in time that I can fill with things I love, but it also brings anxiety of the year that has passed and the funny thing about getting old is, that you want to keep you sanity in the midst of letting go of old patterns and in my case a job that I have been at for the last 16 years.
I am starting this new venture, Lost on the Desk, dedicating myself full-time to bringing the stories of Pakistani athletes and international ones too.
I am hoping that you watch this video and find love and strength like I did in the 20-year-old Qudratullah’s story.
I know the late-stage capitalism is kicking all of our behinds, but we can push back and live by not giving up on our passions.
Because that is one thing that e must do to resist an increasingly dystopian world.
I find hope in youth like Qudrat ever so often and that hope enters like a ray of light and wash over on all the dark corners, steeped in anxiety, depression, and cynicism.



